My sister has just married this really nice guy, and I think that he is great. The thing is that I think that I have more in common with him than my sister, and I am really in love with him. At the moment, I am just trying to focus on work at London escorts, but I do know that a day will come when I will have to confront my feelings for this guy. He is super hot and I think that he can sense that I am in love with him.
I am not really that good at personal relationship at seem to go through a lot of boyfriends. Sure, many of them are just fascinated with me because I work for London escorts, and I feel that I am being taken advantage of. It would be nice to find a genuine boyfriend but that is not going to happen while I work for London escorts. When I leave the agency, I plan to start my own business so I hope that I am going to be moving in different circles.
The other day, I had to spend time on my own with my sister’s new husband. He came up to London as he wanted to buy my sister a special birthday present. I took a day off from London escorts and we went shopping together. It was a long day and we ended up having a late boozy lunch. At the end of the lunch we were both a bit drunk and one thing almost led to another, but I managed to put the brakes on just in time. That evening I went into London escorts both drunk and super horny.
The next morning I felt terrible about myself and thought better of things. There is no way that I would have an affair with my sister’s husband. All sorts of things would come out in the wash and she would find out that I work for London escorts. My parents would also be really upset to find out that I work for a London escorts service so there is no way that I would allow that. It would ruin many lives and not just my own. I think that I would probably end up not seeing most of family again, and that is not really what I would want.
I think that the best thing that I can do is to focus on my own personal goals. At the moment, I am not very far away from buying my own London flat. That has been one of my goals for ages and I hope to get that done soon. After that I am planning to check out some sort of vocational training. I would like to be a beauty therapist or something that, I think that would work for, and I am sure that I would have a great time. Then it would be the perfect time for me to find my own man, not my sister’s husband.